When I put this up I forgot to put my usual emoshit warning, so here ya go:

Warning: Emoshitting ahead


I don't really know what to call this. It's an odd feeling...it hurts a lot, I know that...but it's not physical pain. It's like...an emptyness. Something's missing, and I feel that this thing is terribly important. It's odd...when this feeling becomes strong, I begin to tear up. I ask "Why am I...crying?" And my question goes unanswered. I honestly don't know why, nothing causes it...it just happens. And when it does happen to choose a time to come along and say hello, it's not really triggered. Well, not by anything remarkable. Silly things, like seeing people hook up. People that I hadn't realized I really even cared about. I see it happening all around me, different people sometimes that I haven't even talked to become intimate and I'm left here with my heart under the covers where nobody can get after it. I take a peek in and ask now it's doing, and it sa-

I remember now...I'm lonely.

I've been this way for far too long. I wasn't meant to feel alone.